wut i dream of,...

isn't me poyo???hah~

hey wussup2,...!!
wana share wif u bout wut i dream of when i still alive,..

1. first n furmost, i wana have agood career,..
dat means, i wana do well in ma spm,..
whn i hv a good career its easy 4 me 2 do anytg im willing 2 do!
2. dreaming of sum1 who do care bout me
lyke wut awaludin did
when i was in f1 n f2!!ahax!
i really hate boys who luv flirting around,
4 me, dats a kind of disgusting fool toys lah...
as u knw, i wana hav a boypren
like my dat one czen:quiete tall n vry polite,.heh!
berangan~~~
3. i abslutely wana b outstanding here after,..
i wana help those in needs,...
realy do care bout my aurat,..
b polite n honest,...
amar maaruf, nahi munkar,...
4. be myself!!!no faking!!
dats my priority,...
i dun noe if i can do dat coz i olwys do care but wut pople sayin
bout me,....like wat paris hilton said:
"dats hard,..."
(im going to cntinue diz nex time,coz my little bro is home!!)
taddaa....

ak nk stdy lh,....

im gona stdy lah rite nw,..
bt i wnder hw cn i stdy if i keep on wrting here???
i luv 2 membebel, dats why lah i write evrytg dat i feel here cz nobdy gona hear 2 me!!quiete sad, bt dats bter,.....
u knw wt,..
i fall in luv wif sum1 lah,...hahaha
luv knun,..it might b a kind of care j kot,...tah la,..
whn we're going 2 knduri at clunk last week,..i keep on starring at one of my czen,..muahaha.
bt not into his eyes lh, cz its a kind of zina en???
well,..he's quiete tall, hnsm, n polite,..his age is around 20-24,..2 old??alah,..gurl rite now prefer old2 man lh,..hurm,,...bt im not lyke dat kot,..
i ni mmg easily care 4 sum1,..caring la ktekan,..
huh!!!!!!pasan gle pompuan nh,..!!!heh........
hape2 tah ak nih,..
be tah nk stdy nye,..okey2!!!!!!skrang jgk ak pegi!!!!

im in a mess,..

rcently,.. i dun noe why,..im quiet tnsion.......................
im in a mess suc a stress, i dun noe why,..
whre it goes how it flows nvr mind lets go,..
to a bter place of diz chase,..i wana give it ol,..
coz ol i wana be is juz a,...HIGH SKUL ROCKER
hahahha~
p bnd tah ak nh....

haku confius,...

hurm,.....np ek ble skul nk bkk ni mcm2 yg ak rs..rs nk blah j pon ad gk..tp 2 xmgkn tejadi lh.

eehh!!!!ak tnsyen tol r nk spm ni. rs cm nk mati j..duno wut im xpecting 4 nex year,..

tp, 4 da sure ak nk btl2 brubh dr segi rohaniah wa jasmaniah,..dh r lately ak asyk mimpi yg bkn2.eeeeehhhhhhh!!!xleh jd cm ni.smuge thn dpn adlh taon yg mnceriakan iopp..amiin